Amateurish Melancholic Thoughts. Sole copyright belongs to me.

[Thought 1]

The day is rainy, where are you now baby?
You are like the raindrops to my seed
With you around, i blossom and grow so beautifully
Everything was so perfect, why must you hurt me deep?
Thou shall know that she cant love you
She cant understand you like i can
Will you ever understand that you've been hurting me boo?

I remember you telling me that i was sweet
Have i changed now? Has sugar turns to vile?
Have you changed your flava now that's why you fleet?

Waiting for you wasn't even a tad worthwhile
You went out with Elise,
Infront of me u kissed her,
When you know i was watching,
You continued and there goes my heart sinking

Darling its so hard living life without you
You touched me deep inside i be wanting to cry
I still cant get over you, i may be a fool
Thinking that if we're not meant to be
Then give me back my virginity!

owhkay. dat last part was to make the whole thing meaningful and rhyme.
some lines are extracted frm famous lyrics.

[Thought 2]
I walked down the alley
My pupose was to get a table to rest my feet
But greeted me was the sight that
Was enough to make
My heart stop beating
My insides twirling
My face flushing
My head dizzy
And my limbs knobbly

To meet you again, i never have dreamt
The object of my obsession
The ecstasy to my life
The reason to the emptiness in my soul

To see you, im shy
To talk to you, im afraid
To touch you, i dare not
And then it happened, my greatest fear and nightmare

Sitting beside you was your bonita
Breaking down, i feel like
Running away, i feel like
But sitting still was all i did

Plastering a look so plastic
Disguising my vulnerability
Masquerading my feelings
But the feelings not mutual

I know he was honest
He honestly dislike me
And the past had remain as it is
The past...
The past that i so want to rewind back to

As he was leaving
With his bonita in tow
I hope he could hear my reckless muffled whisper
"I miss you.."

A wonder it was how 1 second lasts so long
In which i could still smell his familiar scent
A wonder it was how close we were
But seemed a world apart in reality
And then he was past me.
Again. PAST.

As i turned around,
Once again all i saw was a familiar picture
That still haunts me till today
The frame of his familiar broad shoulders
Walking away from me
And never stopping...

Here's to our 2nd yr Death Anniversary..
The day in which our love died.
In a tragic love story..


done on 11/7/04
10.50pm

fyi, "The alley" is a place behind the National Youth Council.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005 ·