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Thursday, March 24, 2005
Post breakup
its been exactly 7 days since he went away
how do i feel now? happy? sad? both?
hah.
this may be cheesy but 'Survivor' has been my break up anthem since he was gone~
its true.
i laugh harder nowadays,
i dont have dark circles ard my eyes anymore
i am keeping up with my studies
ok so maybe that's overrated.
hur hur...
but i am working harder with my studies since he've been gone.
so what if he's got a new gf now?
its not as if its end of the world
there's more to life than having a boyfriend
yes its true i think of him and our memories every now n den..
but its ok. dont resist. after awhile, i will forget him naturally. no use pushing it too hard. my mind will heed after awhile.
i was reading my old posts at my old blog..
how silly was i to think that the relationship wud last forever.
hurrhurrr..
i learnt some new stuffs too after breaking up with him.
-never rush to fall in love
-be a realist. optimism can be tiring and unrealistic at times.
-there's always something good that cud turn out frm something bad
to all my frens who've tagged.
THANK YOU!
these are the places that i've tried to avoid:
-taking bus 98 to anywhere ( i used to take this bus alot to meet him)
-boat quay (big bird) (our biggest fight infront of the river)
-esplanade (the place where we torn together after the fite)
-esplanade bridge, overlooking fullerton hotel (place where we patched up and cried and laughed and did soul searching and hugged and slow dancing to music only we can hear)
-youth park (the place where we first meet, where he fell in love at first sight)
-tanjong pagar (the place we frequent, lots of sweet memories and harsh ones)
-orchard (the place we frequent, but how can i avoid this place?!)
-taking bus 143 home frm town (a routine we make)
-Teban gardens (good memories, long story)
-All MANGO shops ( good memories, long story)
-Cathay Cine. Movie theater (first movie together, also the place we like to watch movies at)
why? because all these places reminds me of him.. *sighh*
how do i feel now? happy? sad? both?
hah.
this may be cheesy but 'Survivor' has been my break up anthem since he was gone~
its true.
i laugh harder nowadays,
i dont have dark circles ard my eyes anymore
i am keeping up with my studies
ok so maybe that's overrated.
hur hur...
but i am working harder with my studies since he've been gone.
so what if he's got a new gf now?
its not as if its end of the world
there's more to life than having a boyfriend
yes its true i think of him and our memories every now n den..
but its ok. dont resist. after awhile, i will forget him naturally. no use pushing it too hard. my mind will heed after awhile.
i was reading my old posts at my old blog..
how silly was i to think that the relationship wud last forever.
hurrhurrr..
i learnt some new stuffs too after breaking up with him.
-never rush to fall in love
-be a realist. optimism can be tiring and unrealistic at times.
-there's always something good that cud turn out frm something bad
to all my frens who've tagged.
THANK YOU!
these are the places that i've tried to avoid:
-taking bus 98 to anywhere ( i used to take this bus alot to meet him)
-boat quay (big bird) (our biggest fight infront of the river)
-esplanade (the place where we torn together after the fite)
-esplanade bridge, overlooking fullerton hotel (place where we patched up and cried and laughed and did soul searching and hugged and slow dancing to music only we can hear)
-youth park (the place where we first meet, where he fell in love at first sight)
-tanjong pagar (the place we frequent, lots of sweet memories and harsh ones)
-orchard (the place we frequent, but how can i avoid this place?!)
-taking bus 143 home frm town (a routine we make)
-Teban gardens (good memories, long story)
-All MANGO shops ( good memories, long story)
-Cathay Cine. Movie theater (first movie together, also the place we like to watch movies at)
why? because all these places reminds me of him.. *sighh*