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Sunday, October 10, 2004
Worn Out. Again.
Hey.. Im dead beat. The whole day i've been staring at this friggin' screen try'n to improve my html skills.. This is the result. Nothing much la.. But it takes alot of time to find resources n learn more abt HTML. Im beginning to consider pursuing on graphic designing after my sch ar.. hahaha. Its fun work. Juz abit tiring ar..ok, im lying. it was damn tiring.
Been havin' troubles with boyfriend. dun wanna talk abt it much. juz makes my heart swell with anger n torn with hurt. our relationship is already reaching our 1 yr anniversary n yet he hafta change. for the worse. juz when i was changing for the good, he took a turn ard.. dun wanna say too much here cuz dis is, a public site. juz abt ANYONE can stumble across my blog n read dis n whu knoes? dat person reading cud b a friend of him n will haf a bad mentality of him or me. i dun wanna start another fight with him ar. dunno hw im gonna spend hari raya.. I love him so much... but yet, lately, all signs are like telling me sumthink else.. cud dis be a calling?
Speaking of Hari Raya. I can forecast the festive season to be a very 'mendak', slow, boring n melancholic one. becuz most of my older relatives dat im close to, are gone. as in, dead (may God bless them). Im getting older, so less 'ang pao' money. I look so matured dat THEY will be expecting money frm ME. den again there will be the no-friends-to-celebrate-with factor.. sigh.. im so hopeless.. with everything.. my lovelife, my friends, my body, my studies, my family, my social life, my looks..
as i looked into the mirror
to looked at wat i have achieved so far
a dirty body n a corrupted greeted me
*sigh* y am i so hopeless?
My Perfect Wedding
Sitting on the purple decorated dais
With my purple songket made frm the finest threads
I sat with elegant n poise
I looked like the princess that everyone was talking about
How pretty was i
He looked like the most handsomest prince from a respected country
It was like a coronation made in heaven
Of the respected prince n princess
Fingers, palms, toes n feet hennaed red
As red as the saga seeds
As red as the red sea..
On my fourth finger,
Sat a handsome diamond ring
Gleaming as the flashes of the cameras went off
Capturing memories dat will be kept
Here in my heart forever
Stealing side glances at him
When our eyes met,
We smiled bashfully
N know wat both means..
Heart beating wildly
Lips cant stop smiling
Cuz i know dat as of then,
My life will change.. For the better...
Been havin' troubles with boyfriend. dun wanna talk abt it much. juz makes my heart swell with anger n torn with hurt. our relationship is already reaching our 1 yr anniversary n yet he hafta change. for the worse. juz when i was changing for the good, he took a turn ard.. dun wanna say too much here cuz dis is, a public site. juz abt ANYONE can stumble across my blog n read dis n whu knoes? dat person reading cud b a friend of him n will haf a bad mentality of him or me. i dun wanna start another fight with him ar. dunno hw im gonna spend hari raya.. I love him so much... but yet, lately, all signs are like telling me sumthink else.. cud dis be a calling?
Speaking of Hari Raya. I can forecast the festive season to be a very 'mendak', slow, boring n melancholic one. becuz most of my older relatives dat im close to, are gone. as in, dead (may God bless them). Im getting older, so less 'ang pao' money. I look so matured dat THEY will be expecting money frm ME. den again there will be the no-friends-to-celebrate-with factor.. sigh.. im so hopeless.. with everything.. my lovelife, my friends, my body, my studies, my family, my social life, my looks..
as i looked into the mirror
to looked at wat i have achieved so far
a dirty body n a corrupted greeted me
*sigh* y am i so hopeless?
My Perfect Wedding
Sitting on the purple decorated dais
With my purple songket made frm the finest threads
I sat with elegant n poise
I looked like the princess that everyone was talking about
How pretty was i
He looked like the most handsomest prince from a respected country
It was like a coronation made in heaven
Of the respected prince n princess
Fingers, palms, toes n feet hennaed red
As red as the saga seeds
As red as the red sea..
On my fourth finger,
Sat a handsome diamond ring
Gleaming as the flashes of the cameras went off
Capturing memories dat will be kept
Here in my heart forever
Stealing side glances at him
When our eyes met,
We smiled bashfully
N know wat both means..
Heart beating wildly
Lips cant stop smiling
Cuz i know dat as of then,
My life will change.. For the better...